I'm used to things that are hurting, to people, telling lies, some dirty things beind my back, but nice when face-to-face..I'm stuck..
So hard to find a real friend, start trust someone, afraid to fail, afraid of being dumpted again..just thoughts and thoughts go throuth my head..
So hard to find a way, I lose my pations, I'm confused..
I want to know what I live for, what's my "big role" in this big world..
Why It exists, why people within are always fighting for some things..
Why stupid questions in my sleep are hunting me, and make me think???